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It's Me... :D

2007-11-19T16:49:00.000+07:00

Temperament

Flexible

Nothing seems to bother you - you sail through life crisis free. It's not that your life doesn't have its ups and downs, it's just that you handle everything without unnecessary drama and antics. You approach each day fresh, not worrying about yesterday or tomorrow. You are confident that you can handle anything that comes your way and experience has shown that you are absolutely right about this.

Interests

Thrill Seeker

You are interested in anything that is exciting and pleasurable. You're not afraid to indulge yourself - you live by your own set of rules and don't allow yourself to get hung on what others think. For the most part, you are independent and do whatever you please to do. Trying to stop you from doing something only makes you want it even more. At the end of the day - you live for life's most thrilling moments.

Amusement

Adventurous

It's a good thing that you are filled with energy and ambitions (that others sometimes find exhausting) because you're continually looking for a new adventure and exciting experience. You struggle with a continual feeling of restlessness which constantly pushes you to the next level of excitement. Once you have accomplished one thing, you are eager to accomplish something more exciting, riskier and distinguishable.

Passion

Physical

You are a cuddle bug - from a warm hug shared with your best friend to steamy sex with your partner, you enjoy every bit of human contact that you can get. You demonstrate your love for others most fluidly through physical one-on-one contact and you feel the most loved when you are being touched. You feel disconnected when you are physically isolated from others. You're a people person and a lover of all things human.

James Morrison “You Give Me Something”

2007-03-18T23:41:00.001+07:00

Nice Song..

You want to stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep,
I was meant to tread the water
Now I've gotten in too deep,
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.

You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me,
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what the mean,
I never thought that I'd love someone,
That was someone else's dream.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause someday I might call you from my heart,
But it might me a second too late,
And the words I could never say
Gonna come out anyway.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.
Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

Friendster Horoscope

2007-03-18T23:37:00.000+07:00

The Bottom Line

Some mysterious negative energy in your social circle will dissipate soon.

In Detail

Something unpleasant has been lurking in the shadows of your social circle lately -- and today you will still be unclear as to what it is. Stop trying to figure it out. Let this problem reveal itself on its own schedule. Perhaps you will never know what the problem was -- you'll just sense that the negativity has gone and that everyone is smiling and happy again. You don't need to know about every little conflict that arises, you know.

Friendster Horoscope for February 8, 2007

2007-02-08T05:29:00.000+07:00

The Bottom Line

Your subconscious has been working hard. You'll see some results today.

In Detail

On the surface, you've been calm and content with the way things are going -- but your subconscious has been very busy over the past few days, working on some heavy emotional business. Today you may experience an escalating sense that you are not doing what you should be doing. This is your inner self fighting to remind you that you deserve more. It is not going to go away until you decide on the next step toward your future. Make a goal.

Yet, the same answer!

2006-07-02T05:32:00.000+07:00

Same answer for the same question,
Has been haunting me for years..

“Hi.. actually you’re cute but no thanks..”
“You’re a wonderful friend, lets keep it that way”
“I don’t like you, so buzz off!!”
“Do you have a mirror? Dream on..!!”

And the latest is (this afternoon) ;

“Currently I am with someone,
But there is a little chance, so please understand this condition”

Well.. the good thing is, I do have a chance.. who knows..
______________________________

Terjawab lagi sebuah teka-teki
Meninggalkan luka dan perih di hati
Cerita cinta berakhir di sini
Kisah usang yang selalu terjadi
Akankah cinta kan terus menjadi mimpi
Bagi seorang hina yang tidak berarti

Tuhan.. Kapankah jawaban itu kan berganti…

Let them go..

2006-06-24T20:38:00.000+07:00

After all the energy we put into someone, letting them go is tough. But it's right.

Relationships are fluid: People are moving in and out of the center of our life all the time, whether we realize it or not.

The drifting is continuing with a troubled friend, and they seem farther away than ever.

Value what they gave us and let them continue on their own path.

Ultimately, we are all individuals who need to take our own journeys.

If there is someone special we've lost touch with? Get in touch with them -- even if it's just to say a final goodbye.

Latest event!!

2006-06-19T02:32:00.000+07:00

me : Hi, dont you know, I miss you soo very much..
Do I have a chance to be..

She : Hi, sorry 4 the late reply, I was a bit busy to day.
Wat r u doing? To be what toha...

me : To be.. With you...

She : .......

RRRrggghhh... I need the answer!!!
But the good thing is, we dont know yet, wheater I have a chance or not..? hehehehehe

I Need Somewhere To Begin

2006-06-18T03:03:00.000+07:00

I watnt to start it with you...

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and i need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me
I'm getting tired and i need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love
Is this the place that i've been dreaming of

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and i need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and i need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
talk about it somewhere only we know
this could be the end of everything
so why don't we go
somewhere only we know
somewhere only we know..

(Break)

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and i need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and i need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
talk about it somewhere only we know
this could be the end of everything
so why don't we go
somewhere only we know

talk about it somewhere only we know
this could be the end of everything
so why don't we go
somewhere only we know

Hiii

2006-05-25T00:55:00.000+07:00

Hii..
Kamu pasti baca ini, setelah dua minggu aku nulis :) soalnya jarang online.

Begini, aku mau nyeritain kenapa akhir-akhir ini aku suka aneh-aneh, bahkan nyebelin. Aku ceritain di sini karena kamu udah gak mau ketemuan lagi sama aku (kenapa aku bilang kamu gak mau ketemu, nanti aku jelasin di bawah)

1. Pertama tentang Jeles; Kenapa aku jeles kamu nanyain telpon XXXX, karena aku jeles XXXX mendapat perhatian besar dari kamu, kamu berusaha keras ngedapetin telpon XXXX, jam 1/2 2 malem kamu telpon aku berkali-kali sampe akhirnya aku angkat.

Belakangan aku baru sadar, kalo percakapan kita malam itu selebihnya hanya basa-basi, intinya cuma nanya telpon. Makanya ketika kamu bilang akan ngabarin kalo kamu pulang dari bali, kamu gak pernah ngabarin, tapi kamu inget kalo aku belum kasih telpon XXXX. (sebenernya masalah ini sepele sih tapi cukup "nyebelin").

Tapi kamu udah klarifikasi waktu itu. (tapi kalo dipikir-pikir siapa gue pake jeles segala :) ).

2. Kedua; setelah aku bilang jeles kamu jadi susah dihubungin, telpon gak pernah diangkat, sms gak pernah dibales. Terakhir kamu bales mungkin karena kamu baca bulletin board aku di friendster. Aku juga gak tau kenapa sekarang ini setiap kali kamu gak angkat telpon atau gak
bales sms aku jadi uring-uringan sendiri.

Dan sekarang ini aku merasa kamu itu terpaksa harus menjawab sms ku (kalo telpon mah gak pernah di angkat, males yah? :), pasti kamu akan jawab sms kalo aku sudah merengek-rengek minta dibales. (tapi kalo dipikir-pikir siapa gue yah..) Tapi yang pasti its driving me crazy!!

3. Ketiga; tentang pertemuan yang tidak pernah dan akan terjadi. Ingat dulu? Sepertinya dulu gampang banget ketemu kamu, bahkan jam 11 malam aku bisa datang ke hotel kamu dan beberapa kali ke kosan. Aku gak tau kenapa sekarang ini susah banget ketemu kamu, tapi kalo kamu beralasan karena kesibukan aku juga gak bisa apa-apa (sibuk mana, dulu apa sekarang?) lagian aku juga gak pernah tau kesibukan kamu apa dan kamu gak pernah mau bercerita.

Lalu rencana bertemu minggu ini (minggu ke 4 mei), kutipan sms kamu "minggu bsk sblm kamis ya qta ketemuan, krn kamisnya XXX ke bali, minggu depannya mgkn balik malang.okeh okeh.met bobo jg yach, mimpi indah, ira, ika, ina, dewi, hehe", berdasarkan sms ini aku langsung ngambil cuti hari rabu (24 mei 06), karena senin dan selasa shooting.

Tapi sampe selasa malam kamu belum ngasih kabar, akhirnya aku telpon beberapa kali dan sms (gak diangkat dan no reply), lalu selasa malam kamu telpon buru-buru (entah mau apa).

Terus aku coba sms nanyain jadi ketemu atau enggak (no reply), sampe paginya aku sms dan "maksa" kamu untuk jawab (makanya aku bilang kamu selalu terpaksa jawab sms). Setelah itu kamu sms dan klarifikasi (coba dari hari senin ngasih kabar kalo ada tamu), tapi kamu pasti gak akan inget ada rencana ketemuan sama aku, karena aku sama sekali bukan prioritas yang harus diperhitungkan (lagian siapa gue dapet prioritas).

Itulah kenapa di awal aku bilang kamu gak mau ketemu lagi, karena sudah beberapa kali berencana gak pernah jadi dan yang cancel selalu kamu, lagian kalo niat mah gak akan susah sih ketemuan doang.

4. Keempat; kenapa 3 poin di atas menjadi masalah buat aku? Karena sejak ketemu terakhir kali sama kamu di Mega First, aku memutuskan untuk berusaha lebih deket sama kamu. Waktu itu di Mega Fisrt kamu cerita bahwa mantan kamu nikah sama sekertarisnya, jadi aku ngambil
kesimpulan kalo kamu single and available :). Kamu juga pasti sadar kalo aku itu berusaha ngedeketin kamu, apalagi akhir-akhir ini dengan kelakuanku yang sangat menyebalkan. Intinya aku ingin dapat perhatian dari kamu dan mendapat prioritas.

Tapi dengan sikap kamu yang "seperti itu" aku juga punya kesimpulan kalo kamu gak mau aku deketin, tapi kamu gak pernah menutup pintu (tapi emang ketutup sih, wong aku ngetuk gak pernah dibuka kok :). Jadi apakah kamu akan terus membuka pintu lalu akan mempersilahkan aku masuk atau menutup pintu?

Mungkin segitu aja, maaf kalo aku mengganggu kesibukan kamu (entah itu apa) dengan ketololanku ini, pasti kamu sebel banget "maunya apa sih niorang, siapa elo!". Aku juga gak berharap kamu memberikan respon (secara jawab sms aja males :), aku cuma ingin kamu tau, kalo aku uring-uringan gara-gara kamu, kalo aku BT waktu itu kamu sakit gak ngasih tau, kalo aku punya angan-angan sama kamu.

Thx

Keep Bandung Beautiful Euy!!

2006-05-14T22:30:00.000+07:00

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Bau..
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Bau....

Gila, sampah segede rumah..

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2006-05-08T02:06:00.000+07:00

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